They keep trying to ruin my life.

I see people are eagerly overly involved.

I keep getting "bad news."

The people monitoring me in private keep swearing they're hypnotized to ruin my life.

With such people, my life has lost having hope.

For some reason, they're creating more problems concerning a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with, interfering and altering me ability to have a successful "relationship" with her.

I wonder if they're helping keep me up.

Some people are just a problem who they are.  It is not to be tampered with unsuccessfully.

They spend a lot of time on me in bad ways for no resaon.

Apparently, the people monitoring me in private are having too many problems to do this.  Someone must be blamed.  I know people aren't perfect, but I'd wonder about their all exclusive access.  Like, why do I end up in trouble for thinking of a curse word and by accident or any small physical reaction when upset and even when in private?  I said no one gives a fuck about how they are to me.  They think these things mean big punishments.  I am right, but, if anything changed from me saying something, it will probably be worse.

They did something to make the Late Baby Boomer European lady ruined forever...

They are making fun of me for it.

The Blacks here are abusive because they hate my mixed race.  They also hate Jews.

According to my world outside, the promise was broken that I be treated with dignity and respect as a human being.  Instead, it's about the Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with being separated and treated special til death and about her and I got told I'm a negative out there like I did something and it's like people don't really pay attention to me sometimes and the lady not really being as accessible as they claimed.

They're immature about my private life and prevent it's functioning properly and to its fullest.

They've helped waste my day goofing around.

They just keep beating their insecurities at me about what they've done to me.

They get frantic when I quote that they bother me, and it's like a distraction, some things.  I have to wait to recover.

They make my insecurities the final answer.

They keep trying to mellow me because I have a range of emotions like a healthy, normal person in different situations.

They keep acting like nothing just happened and end my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.

They are acting like I'm the one who's out of control and I have to just forget about her so she can live her life before she dies.

Then, they acted like I was stuck with them being shit and maybe that frantic maybe English-Australian lady who keeps trying to take place of that lady.

You know, the people monitoring me in private haven't commented on why the squeaks coming from the fire alarm in the living area of the group home, from running out of batteries, almost always sounds like a maybe English-Australian lady trying to displace my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.  Isn't that a little corny?  I mean, I know they seem to speak with how the page loads on the internet and with other noises and they set me off if I try to avert it.  It's like England dumped their "trash" on me.  They think I'm in a subdued stupor over them like this, but they "need to think again."  They keep thinking all Irish are bad except that they're close to them and not Germany.  What "idiots."

They keep bothering me and I can't post everything here.

They're making trouble out of unlikely things but horribly and like it's nothing.

They're all over the place and fail to look into the details and take things in abstractly bad ways.

I heard cars outside saying Ellen DeGeneres was ruining a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have "relationship" with.

I feel annoyed, like they are monitoring my behavior but already decided.

They keep acting disgusting, like my dad wants it.

They said because they thought I wasn't ever much.

What a cheap ploy, to try to make me feel seductively quelled like I was shit to feel upset.

They seem not to be competent/nice for this job.  They can't "give a fuck" and get it together, and I suffer as the solution.  They are superstitious about if I post here etc.

It seems suggestive the lady is made to be mean now, but I can do whatever I want and not listen to those people or anyone.

They keep making more threats.

They are made another vital threat.

They might be threatening me, like hypnotizing me to think something or else the lady says she dies to me.

They are following me more closely and snap at anything as if to show off.

I wonder if they'll stop acting suggestively slow, drawn out, and seductive.  They don't believe in me having a variety of moods and don't care if they hurt me.  So, the lady they make out like she's being that way, too, and also incapable.

 People just can't stop, they keep doing more and more and are delusional.  "Expect the unexpected."

Well, as the people monitoring me in private might know, I've been doing better alone taking bad messages but release my thoughts when I'm around others.

It takes a lot of work to deal with the people monitoring me in private, all excited coordinating all involved in this trash that resulted from them to blame.

Do you believe that these messages from these cars that are full of negativity might be the cause of significant inciter problems?  Things are fine, but a button was clicked and comes trouble, from somewhere out in the abyss.

They tire me out.

They keep messing with feelings to do with me and a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They're messing with me "sexually."

I'm sick of getting up to go to the bathroom.

This is partly about what ails the people monitoring me in private like I wanna be close to them like this.

I noticed something to be concerned about but realized it might be okay but we'll see and they hurt me in some way because there might be no hope for me, like they believe that.

They keep trying to be there for me making me "sexually" "sleepy."  They are messing with my real feelings, offended I felt upset at them for bothering me.

I'm upset because I can't change what a Late Baby Boomer European lady decides if she feels pressured, but also if I talk about problems with those concerning her maybe I'll lose even more contact and others will gain more later.

It seems important because I may have felt so upset it hurt someone monitoring me in private or just executing messages.  I know today I was upset I had nothing to return to when those around me thought it was their job to rub in things that hurt me and annoy me as people.  If I'm for no reason in trouble with the lady, I tend to feel less happy and less prone to tolerating people bothering me even more and about it, also then if I do start to feel upset about the situation with the lady that the people monitoring me in private will always hold it against me, with no consideration for that I was just trying to dodge and defend myself from other people who know.

I don't want to hurt anyone, but it feels like I have to be ready for lots of people bothering me.

What I can't stand is special rules that I can't feel upset or else, things happen, including physical signs of anger even in private.  I get mad that it will never get better.  I also lost both my parents within a few years.  Then, they say, like my dad said his mom thought once, that if it happens around something "why then!" it must be related.  His sister might have thought with the mom that I need to be stroked into submission if I feel at all aggressive or assertive-  So, now it could open a new can of worms, like the lady evolved and grew immune to something and has to be involved in this trick/game.  Moving to Ohio, it's like everything leads to the end, even things that aren't real big problems, in general.  No one said why, it just happened.  I was bamboozled.  They're just upset I was defensive when secretly abused...  I don't usually do that on purpose.

They keep inflicting others on me, like I take a joke but that maybe it's not a joke.

It's like I lost everything, like I did something.

They exploded again like this man would be the goal at the end to do with the lady.

It keeps seeming like they're leaving it to the lady, like she has a dark side and continuously warbles on if she needs to do these mean things to me.

They also say things happen to inconvenience me, saying they are punishing me for the past or "minor setbacks.  I am a good person, I only defend myself and get unavoidably provoked on purpose.

Yesterday, because I posted those problems here, they said it would be about this man with a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with not just every Saturday forever but also every day.

They think I have to do whatever they say.

Think how worthless they are being.  They're common, superficial psychologists or amateurs.

No one gives a fuck.  I don't intend to be disagreeable like others, seriously.

It seems it's not a dead topic, this man uniting with the lady in supposedly said uncomfortable ways every Saturday, "stirring up 'trouble.'"

They keep being stupid and freaking out like it's hopeless.

I keep feeling the people monitoring me in private keep creeping around me and use material of what I thought to form their own original nuisances after me.  Now, with their access to me, they have the privilege of learning and applying and misusing my thoughts against me.  Sometimes, some people do bad things.

They think they're all that like I'm some shit on a program.

I'm not here to believe the lady did it and is tricking me.

They won't stop saying/doing mean things just because I posted about this critically traumatic experience.

So many good and intellectual people are so nice to me.  Why this?  What's the excuse?  This is so nasty.  I didn't do anything.  Nothing matters when it's about me.  They think I've lived my life.  No, I've been trapped by their nonchalant, apathetic, lackadaisical, and indirect nature of getting things done and being honest, lying like I was to go on with my life without them messing it up.

They think they have a VIP to do whatever they want if they're pissed off and say it's more or calculated punishment from something else they didn't like I did a long time ago.

Other people's lives are supposed to get better, but my efforts are pushed aside, like nothing's wrong, according to some people.  Well, I don't have to work this out, as it's a problem.  Still, I am faced with adversity.  My relationship with this lady gets worse, and this really freaks me out, disgusts me, and grosses me out, you know whoever all contributed or their claim it doesn't matter, from the bad people.  How can one be cool with this?  Is this what I get attention for?  To let bad people enter and influence my life?

I shouldn't have to live under their blase scrutiny.  Other people don't.

How is this going to be faced?  I didn't do anything to deserve this inconvenience.

I wonder if the lady is upset in general because I don't acknowledge and I turn away things people say to and do to me.  I don't think most normal people, including her, would be.  Supposedly, she doesn't do "that part."  So, let's move on, in that respect, and see who did.  She probably feels "safe," though, if I accept something like this and can't take the blame.

Well, it seems nothing matters to them.

People want to inappropriately stimulate her because the people monitoring me in private note that I posted about this critically traumatic experience.  I'm not retarded and I'm not shit.

When something happens in Ohio, she is said to be really uptight.

Some bitter people are going around LIKE I'M BAD AND SHE'S GOOD.  It's very common for some.  Who cares?

I feel I will never have a "relationship" with her, and somehow my life is ruined.  What was done?

It's like, in the end, I'm pushed away from her and she gets things as a relief from me and in ways takes what was mine.  She doesn't have to keep promises amid all her limelight, and I get teased if I have problems because I have a "relationship" with her, anyway, like I don't matter.

No one is a help.  I'm pretty frustrated.

I'm supposed to look for the silver lining by myself and get just trash as messages.

Why is this man such a big deal? like in a way that ruins my life and is teased it's when they feel I did something they didn't like, even though I wasn't really bad and was probably private.  It was pretty retarded, too.  It shouldn't be a problem.  I don't know why any excuse like this would be acceptable to snap like I'm a mad animal.

Shit

Somehow, every Saturday is dedicated to a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with but along with featuring a man, like to bother me and make the rest of my life "shit" like I did something.  It's probably in the hands of the lady.

Do you think they help waste my time?

When I try to cool down, they make me feel bad.

They're just picking on me and not letting me cope with a problem.

They won't stop saying more shit to post here that ruins my life.

It seems the stimulation is going in excess to Late Baby Boomers and their Generation YZA children.

They keep inappropriately finding ways that an Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with get stimulated.

They're following me making little noises around the group home.

They are ruining a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to hav a "relationship" with.

They keep acting like it's not working out.

The people monitoring me in private are being very mean to me.

Fact, they keep popping in like they're good and I'm bad.

It seems like the thing to do to always give me a comeback.

Fact, the people monitoring me in private keep acting awkwardly.

They go crazy if they don't understand something and don't own that they couldn't answer my questions.

I noticed they make me more mad if I'm a little mad, and they get mad if I think of a curse word or something.

I feel people are looking to my life to see if they can detract from it something important at the time, waiting around, and say it's my discipline to watch out if I did something.

They restrict my hope.

They think they need to surround me like I did something bad to make my life exciting, but it takes away from my productivity.

The cars outside keep sending bad messages and are inclined to say it was from the lady.

They might be ruining my body.

I'm tired from them beating me up and staring me down.

They keep acting out of place and are convinced I feel for it, and it probably makes me look bad.

These people monitoring me in private are pissing me off.  They keep thinking I agree I'm bad and ruining my life.

So, they ended up saying the lady is not all that, like because of something I did they found out.

They don't give a fuck on their part and are tormenting me for feeling upset and whatever I thought when made more upset but also because of somewhat more mild physical reactions of feeling tormented by them in private.  I stayed home to avoid trouble as much as possible, and they are ruining my life.

Not that you can handle this idea, but I can't always escape the people monitoring me in private.  They find excuse to blame me, but they don't makes sense.  I didn't do anything that I deserve to be tormented so nor anymore than anyone else.

They keep getting more picky rather than more cooperative.  They act like I was really bad to even show a little physical sign of anger in private.

They said I couldn't have a "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady, like something went wrong or I'm "not as good as" she is.

Why try?

It's too late to try to make things better, with them..

So, I wonder what people have been up to around the area and world, while I slept.

They keep trying to make me seem older than a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with because it ticked me off and I emitted a physical response.

I think I saw they went crazy because I may have forgotten my pills one night..

The cars said the lady thinks I must have problems but "just like my dad."

I've already said I've noticed that it looks too easy to take away things from me by pretending I'm in trouble.

They make problems that don't get fixed, it seems, and they even bribe that they have to be.

They keep thinking they say stuff and then they fix it, but in the process a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a relationship with was turned into a baby! whoever did it and however it was done.

It's like a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly am supposed to have a relationship with is dead to me now just because I noticed something and was slightly upset.

People keep seeing me as a savage beast and paint a different picture of what actually happened and make it seem much worse and in the end always get away with being ridiculous, people sitting on their tushes like there's nothing better for some people to do.

They're stalling time so I can't accomplish.

I've expressed my problems, and now it's too late!!!

I just realized I'm supposed to have some way to relieve my frustration a bit physically rather than sitting there like a stone statue.  Everyone knows.  Instead of going crazy when it's too late.

I was told to acquire the problems of someone else.

The cars outside dish out more and more problems, some of which they have to have been told by them as an outside source maybe recently.

They alter how the page load on the computer to send a message across!

So, it's like I just lost everything for no reason.

They won't stop forcing me to be certain ways where the Late Baby Boomer European lady feels younger than me like a baby, and it's someone else treating me like shit and I can't stand it.  They want my body to change!

It won't stop.