They keep shocking and bugging me with the timing of how the page loads on the internet.  If I try to not think about it, they do it more.  They leave me hanging, after.  They just sit there and act "stupid" like they don't care or even know what's going on, like it's all okay.

The people monitoring me in private keep swearing they're hypnotized to ruin my life.

They keep threatening and now more to ruin a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They are still "just sitting there" not telling me if these noises are just messages and don't care if I feel hurt like something is often bad or not good happening to a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

So, I had an idea, but I know it isn't true probably.  I remember maybe they made these things seem so anyway.