People just can't stop, they keep doing more and more and are delusional.  "Expect the unexpected."

Well, as the people monitoring me in private might know, I've been doing better alone taking bad messages but release my thoughts when I'm around others.

It takes a lot of work to deal with the people monitoring me in private, all excited coordinating all involved in this trash that resulted from them to blame.

Do you believe that these messages from these cars that are full of negativity might be the cause of significant inciter problems?  Things are fine, but a button was clicked and comes trouble, from somewhere out in the abyss.

They tire me out.

They keep messing with feelings to do with me and a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with.

They're messing with me "sexually."

I'm sick of getting up to go to the bathroom.

This is partly about what ails the people monitoring me in private like I wanna be close to them like this.

I noticed something to be concerned about but realized it might be okay but we'll see and they hurt me in some way because there might be no hope for me, like they believe that.

They keep trying to be there for me making me "sexually" "sleepy."  They are messing with my real feelings, offended I felt upset at them for bothering me.

I'm upset because I can't change what a Late Baby Boomer European lady decides if she feels pressured, but also if I talk about problems with those concerning her maybe I'll lose even more contact and others will gain more later.

It seems important because I may have felt so upset it hurt someone monitoring me in private or just executing messages.  I know today I was upset I had nothing to return to when those around me thought it was their job to rub in things that hurt me and annoy me as people.  If I'm for no reason in trouble with the lady, I tend to feel less happy and less prone to tolerating people bothering me even more and about it, also then if I do start to feel upset about the situation with the lady that the people monitoring me in private will always hold it against me, with no consideration for that I was just trying to dodge and defend myself from other people who know.

I don't want to hurt anyone, but it feels like I have to be ready for lots of people bothering me.

What I can't stand is special rules that I can't feel upset or else, things happen, including physical signs of anger even in private.  I get mad that it will never get better.  I also lost both my parents within a few years.  Then, they say, like my dad said his mom thought once, that if it happens around something "why then!" it must be related.  His sister might have thought with the mom that I need to be stroked into submission if I feel at all aggressive or assertive-  So, now it could open a new can of worms, like the lady evolved and grew immune to something and has to be involved in this trick/game.  Moving to Ohio, it's like everything leads to the end, even things that aren't real big problems, in general.  No one said why, it just happened.  I was bamboozled.  They're just upset I was defensive when secretly abused...  I don't usually do that on purpose.

They keep inflicting others on me, like I take a joke but that maybe it's not a joke.

It's like I lost everything, like I did something.

They exploded again like this man would be the goal at the end to do with the lady.

It keeps seeming like they're leaving it to the lady, like she has a dark side and continuously warbles on if she needs to do these mean things to me.

They also say things happen to inconvenience me, saying they are punishing me for the past or "minor setbacks.  I am a good person, I only defend myself and get unavoidably provoked on purpose.

Yesterday, because I posted those problems here, they said it would be about this man with a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with not just every Saturday forever but also every day.

They think I have to do whatever they say.

Think how worthless they are being.  They're common, superficial psychologists or amateurs.