The people monitoring me in private have problems, like I'm right there and they attest I'm just another person and freak out about Late Baby Boomers.

They also seem to threaten they will ruin a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with if I say something is hurting me, like to say they need to just test her and ruin her in the process.

The people monitoring me in private are supposedly the ones making a big deal about any little inkling or a characteristic "attitude."  I think they are merely copying my parents's shortcomings, but I am fine,

So, they are monitoring me in private and being mean.

It is easier for anyone to get their thoughts out in writing or typing etc.

I don't even care if it were true, those people are *beep* to tell me the lady has a problem with me.

They don't care I hear them insulting me maybe how the page on the internet loads.  They start off when I stop paying attention and can't get it out of my head.

This seems dangerous, like the lady was ruined for me.

They sometimes ruin how I feel in physical parts etc.

Why am I wasting my time?

Why do I keep hearing them inappropriately stimulating the lady?

This shit of Cleveland is world interest. I guess it wasn't just Orlando.

I meet cool people and they won't accept I'm a good person.

I don't need the *beep* of East Cleveland pretending to have a brain and dictate my life and lie to me about the lady.

They just come here to pick at stupid things like at least they didn't kill me.

They have nothing to offer as a person, just saying I need to be monitored like something is wrong with me when I got good grades and behavior.  Really!  They think all these good things I hoped for I don't deserve.  They ruined my life.  They hate I exist.

This is going too far, I can't ever post it all, at least not all the details.

They think I did something and said they  ruined the lady, now.  People just can't stop picking at her, and it's over for me for a pathetic reason.  It's like I'm selfish, but I'm accomplished.  I'm a nice, good person.  People make up shit to ruin my day, every day..

People can't find a solution for my life, like I'm punished, when I also haven't done anything wrong.  I'm stuck in a group home without enough food or money..  I can't eat what I like.  I've been trying to go for a job, but some say to do it and some get angry and say not to, like relatives.

The people monitoring me in private don't care about the circumstance, just blame me for not always being in 1 mood.

The landlady thinks it's okay she didn't tell me someone would move in.  I'm not like forgiving and tolerating, cowering down.

People go stupid if I talk of how mean they are to me and if in any "power" make it worse.

They are inconvenient saying I'm bad and think I succumbed.

They just take what the lady does and pick at it to give her more "sex" and ruin it for me, in such a way.

It's like they turned her into a "sex" object and like she's nothing to anyone.  They are just mad they aren't still kids.

They think I should forgive them like it's my fault and they're mad I said it.  Nothing wrong with talking..

People keep acting like, "Hey, this doesn't matter. I don't get it."

So, it's like it's over for me and they are ruining it for me.

I can't do anything I want with people following me around saying the lady is over and doesn't care.  It's like one answer could be it was never for me because I was bad..

They're just sitting there like maybe it's true, and the lady says she has to "go along with the crowd."

They keep saying more mean things.

Well

People outside are acting like the lady is getting inappropriately stimulated and she's lost from me.  It's as though it's the first time and they're losing it.  They are still making fun of me like I want it.  They think that the only accomplishment is to say nothing and accept things.

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People keep wasting my life joking, and now it could be over in many ways..

A new roommate is moving in with me, and everyone is acting like a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with did it, and I heard she really had nothing to offer yet took over my underground fame but also got all this "sex" from the world all the time.  I even caught wind of an outbreak that she doesn't care about me and the journey I was put on led to nothing but so for others but also that it's like I'm bad and didn't deserve it.  Oh, before, I though I would still have my own room, in the group home, and I didn't even want to sleep in the same bed as if I had a husband or share a room.

So, I wasn't warned of things that supposedly got in the way, with this supposed "relationship."

So, I'm fed up, I am not 100% sure of why but know there is potential, and people keep hating on me, like I don't matter.

They keep focusing on her and I suffer, like she is always about to die.

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I'm always faced with adversity.  My dad supposedly started it.  The people monitoring me in private don't care/anymore.  They think they are owed everything, when they had ruined my life and blamed me, when clearly it was not me.