The Blacks here are abusive because they hate my mixed race.  They also hate Jews.

According to my world outside, the promise was broken that I be treated with dignity and respect as a human being.  Instead, it's about the Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with being separated and treated special til death and about her and I got told I'm a negative out there like I did something and it's like people don't really pay attention to me sometimes and the lady not really being as accessible as they claimed.

They're immature about my private life and prevent it's functioning properly and to its fullest.

They've helped waste my day goofing around.

They just keep beating their insecurities at me about what they've done to me.

They get frantic when I quote that they bother me, and it's like a distraction, some things.  I have to wait to recover.

They make my insecurities the final answer.

They keep trying to mellow me because I have a range of emotions like a healthy, normal person in different situations.

They keep acting like nothing just happened and end my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.

They are acting like I'm the one who's out of control and I have to just forget about her so she can live her life before she dies.

Then, they acted like I was stuck with them being shit and maybe that frantic maybe English-Australian lady who keeps trying to take place of that lady.

You know, the people monitoring me in private haven't commented on why the squeaks coming from the fire alarm in the living area of the group home, from running out of batteries, almost always sounds like a maybe English-Australian lady trying to displace my "relationship" I'm supposedly supposed to have with a Late Baby Boomer European lady.  Isn't that a little corny?  I mean, I know they seem to speak with how the page loads on the internet and with other noises and they set me off if I try to avert it.  It's like England dumped their "trash" on me.  They think I'm in a subdued stupor over them like this, but they "need to think again."  They keep thinking all Irish are bad except that they're close to them and not Germany.  What "idiots."