They get upset if I talk to other people I like a lot like I'm gonna get to talk to a Late Baby Boomer European lady I'm supposedly supposed to have a "relationship" with and therefore shouldn't.  It's just a calendar of her getting inappropriately stimulated with major checkpoints.  I notice I still talk to other people..  It's like it's thought of as a good idea, without a sensible explanation.  They even reserve people who talk to them but are not me..  Actually, I usually feel pretty alone, abandoned.

It's funny like I'm supposed to ignore stuff and everyone else gets in some hype but sometimes supposedly catastrophically.